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Thursday, February 25th, 2010
11:17 pm - Finally getting this out!
I'm engaged to a wonderful, wonderful boy!

current mood: jubilant

(5 stares | twitch)

Sunday, March 29th, 2009
9:50 pm - My nephew Will with the Pooh Hat I gave him!
Baby Will

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Friday, March 27th, 2009
6:30 pm - GUESS WHAT!

current mood: excited

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Wednesday, March 25th, 2009
11:47 pm - A situation full of win
So...how it goes...

This friday I officially become an aunt to a bouncing baby boy.

I feel that this a situation of enormous epic win.

Pictures will follow I am sure.

--E Mirai

current mood: exanimate

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Sunday, January 25th, 2009
12:34 am - when the lights go out and you're not there to turn them back on
Today was the worst day of my life. I miss my father a tremendous amount.

current mood: sad

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Saturday, September 20th, 2008
11:52 pm - It's been a year and I'm still crazy about you....
This night, a year ago, me and a beautiful boy realized we could actually work as a couple. A year later and I realize that I love Joe more and more everyday.

He is the only guy I've known to completely get me, to understand my strange, neurotic self and love me completely for it. I could not imagine my life without him.

Here's to another beautiful year, Joseph.

I love you.

current mood: chipper

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Friday, August 15th, 2008
10:42 pm - I made this post public because my brain refuses to work....
Seriously, I've been moving/driving/packing since 8:30 this morning. I'm still unpacking and need to make up my bed. I will sleep extra good tonight.

So school starts Monday. Wow. Junior Year and it doesn't feel like it. A lot of new things this year. Jessica is one of my roommates besides Amanda and the new korean roommate, Ah Rum.

In almost a month, I'll be celebrating a year of dating someone I truly believe god blessed me with at the right time in my life. I love Joe so much.

An old roommate has a bouncy baby boy now who I might see tomorrow, and I know this year will probably be the hardest yet. Truth be told I am going to give the Wesley Foundation one more chance to try to impress me, because I do long to have a sustaining God feature in my life once more.

I need to finish unpacking and figure out what I am going to take back to Fairhope sunday because I don't need it. This room is so much smaller than the room of last year *tear*. I'm excited to be with the dorm fam again.....

Tomorrow is a busy day as well, but I know I'll survive (and I'll have Jess around that night so I won't be so bored!!!)

Ellen Mirai

current mood: blank


Sunday, April 27th, 2008
1:39 am - when every road leads to you...
you are one of the best things that happened to me
and i thank god every day that i took a chance
even when people said it wouldn't happen
or that you wouldn't come around....
i love you and there's no denying that
you make me light up, you make me feel safe.
you are everything, and i miss you, even when you're an hour away.


current mood: restless


Sunday, September 30th, 2007
1:24 pm - Just so odd....
Somebody I barely knew that graduated with me died on Friday afternoon. It's crazy because I know I saw him around, but I don't believe we ever uttered a word to each other. Maybe this was for a reason, maybe it wasn't. It's sad nonetheless.

RIP Matthew Cohron (aka 8mile)
I didn't really know you.
You didn't really know me.
But I know the people who did loved you.

current mood: blank


Tuesday, August 14th, 2007
7:26 pm - Collect it all up, smash it all down
I keep revamping my icons.
Scrubs and Lost dominate. I can't help it.
I'm addicted.
Tomorrow I move in and I'm still sort of floating around it. Like it's real but not real, a flitting moment of reality among a summer of dreams and distilled hopes.
I'm glad to be returning.
I'll be glad to return to the warm, welcoming halls of the Wesley Foundation.
I'll be glad to see Chris again after so long.
I'm on my own, but I'm my boss now.
No such restricting rules, at least for my abode.
I still need a better car.
My dad is still being a stubborn ass about it.
And I'm not letting down.
Go me.
Here's to my summer of discontent.

Ellen Mirai

current mood: rushed


Sunday, July 29th, 2007
9:39 am - hip hip hurrah!
it's my birthday! yay for birthdays!

current mood: excited

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Thursday, May 10th, 2007
10:55 pm - HAHA!
new mood theme! after hours of work! huzzah!

current mood: chipper

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Tuesday, May 1st, 2007
3:16 pm - Sigh Sigh tomorrow
So, I didn't get the internship, which mildly makes me sad, because i wanted it soo much. I got the the good ol' dear john type letter of basically saying "sorry babe, we just didn't see you as 'fit' for this job or any other one that we might be offering, so go screw yourself." So I have to scrape up everything, wonder what I am going to do this summer, and see if I can clep history or geology or whatever so my summer can actually be free, and I won't have to get a lousy paying job. I'd work at the lab, but I very much want to be home. This sucks a lot and it makes me wonder who they chose and if they were peppy and members of the church and everything that i'm not.

I so much want to see you right now, but i know i can't for a while. hold on babe, hold on babe, cause it's the thought of you that makes me smile.

ellen mirai

current mood: disappointed

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Tuesday, February 20th, 2007
10:16 pm
yo soy una nina de dios!



Friday, January 26th, 2007
9:42 pm
4 years since....and Staring at the Sun by the Offspring is still my eternal themesong


Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
8:24 pm - Oh my freaking gosh! BEST THING EVER!!!

current mood: enthralled


Tuesday, December 12th, 2006
9:29 am - My Xmas Stocking
my xmas stockingCollapse )


Friday, November 17th, 2006
6:57 pm - HA!

i find this current comic hilarious.

current mood: creative


Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
8:44 am
Happy halloween yo.


Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
12:16 am - The trees are depressed
It's been raining all day here at South. The sky is quite gray and it's humid. Boo humidity. I have discovered that around the Gulf Coast, at least, there has been a break out of Save the Children or something foundation workers popping up out of nowhere asking for your donations. Now, 5I don't mind donating my money. A guy came up to me at South and asked if I could donate. I gave him five dollars and proceeded on to my class. However, it bothers me when you are repeatedly asked by that same person after you've given them money or 5 other people ask you for money for the same cause. Now don't think that I'm a miser and that I'm cold-hearted and mean and such. No. But you also have to realize that I, too, am a poor college student currently without a job. I really don't have that much money to give and don't even think I can sponsor a kid for *only* 20 bucks a month! I think I really pissed off some Asian dude who approached me while I was pumping gas at the Daphne Wal-mart. I was like "nope, don't have any money". And it was true. I had no money on my BODY and i wasn't diving into my car to risk something bad happening.

Meanwhile, my advisor is really sucking bad. I'm hoping Dr. Carr can advise me.

Good luck Hope on your new life!!


current mood: complacent


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